I’ve spent the last 3 years working intensely on various areas of ”personal development”:
radically transforming my diet
radically transforming my body
figuring out that emotions are actually important, dropping the macho bullshit and learning how to be vulnerable (with various rates of success)
However, in the process I pretty much completely neglected reaching out and ended up feeling like I lack a supportive network of people interested in going deep into self-work and empowering each other to grow together and start shifting the world towards something that makes more sense that capitalism.
Paradoxically, I don't think that's a bad thing. I just needed some time to sort out out my own shit first, and only then move to building meaningful relationships with people whom I want to grow together with. Intentionally.
And now I'm not only "ready" to do it, but I'm in the process already.